Story of my life

I just wasn't meant to be a mom. So many idiots out there can get pregnant on accident, give birth - and keep a child they don't care for....and I am apparently unfit to be a mom in Mother Nature's and / or Gods' eyes.  Yeah I just watched a marathon of Honey Boo Boo - so watch out. 

This is just an unfair set up - and I am pretty pissed off about it still, because this time - I really hoped that this wasn't the result I keep getting each time.  When my body fucks with my mind - gives me symptoms to make me think I am pregnant.  What am I even on this earth for anyway?  To care for animals my whole life - and make my husband bitter, because he will never be a dad?!  

What a catch.