~ Last night ~

Tonight is the last night that I have with Felix. Jeff is driving us out tomorrow to take him to the barn in La Cresta.

I have to admit - I am really really sad about this. He's such a sweet little cat - he's been sleeping next to me each night in his little pants and I'm really going to miss him.

I hope Jeff is able to take some photos of Felix & I tomorrow before we take him out there.

On another note - I have to tell you that I had a really really strange dream again last night. I remember every detail:

I was on a road trip going north on I-5 with Elena and two other people from my past. Elena was in the back seat with me.

We got up to Northern California somewhere and I woke up from a nap. It didn't take me long to realize that the two people in the front seat were doing drugs of some sort - like chewing on pot leaves or something. It was really messing them up - especially the driver.

I asked them to pull into the next town and we ended up running a red light. I was SO angry that I started screaming at the driver. I called him an idiot and I told him that I am my mom's only daughter; and if something happens to me - she will be devastated.

We pulled into a convenience store of some sort and I asked to see the drugs - nobody would let me know what they were doing. I even ended up jumping over the front seat to wrestle with them to see what they were doing. Elena was rushing me out of the truck - protecting the two people in the front seat. I didn't understand what was going on.

I went into the store and asked to use the washroom. I got taken to a back room that was pretty large - and there were about 24 outhouse toilets without walls planted allover the room in the ground. There was no privacy for any of them.

I eventually found a handicapped toilet that had a shutter door around it for privacy and went inside. There were 3 other toilets in that room and a woman came in to use one - then a man came in to use the other.

It was a very strange situation.

A woman tried to break into the stall - calling my name. I asked her what she wanted and how she knew my name. She told me that I had to leave and that this washroom was for people that did drugs and I needed to go.

I left the building and my truck was gone. I found Elena and she was completely wasted - she told me that I needed to go to a soccer field so that we could get in the truck and go again.

We walked to a soccer field and I saw my truck. There were no keys and it was locked. The two people from the front seat were not around and I saw needles laying on the seats through the window. I turned around to ask Elena what the hell was going on and she had walked away.

I in turn went to go sit on a park bench and just waited.....then I woke up.

What a weird dream!!!